Silent Scream!!!!!!!!!!!! I need a mental health day. Thank goodness I have friday off. I have been really struggling with a lot of issues lately. I have been thinking a lot about Karma. Sometimes I feel like I should go back to church but then I feel guilty because the only reason I feel compelled to return is because my life is so screwed up right now. I still pray but I haven't been to church in a while. Then I think maybe I need to be nicer in my life. Do some good for others before good things can happen for me. I am at my wits end, financially and I don't know what to do. I have already filed Bankruptcy and I still haven't felt any relief. But I am thankful for my health and my family and friends. It will come from somewhere, it always does.